uhhhh I don't know

& suddenly i found myself submerged in adulthood

knee deep in responsibility

doing

always doing

doing enough to get by

doing for others

doing doing doing

a life stained shit brown by the pressures of "should be doings" and much too muchness

without a single clue about what brings me joy

what do I even like?????

who am i???

i've spent a massive portion of this life siting curb side

wrapped in a blanket of survival mode

sweat stained by the labor of proving

proving my enoughness

in the midst of the uncertainty/the questioning

I am choosing to unravel

unraveling to reveal the me'est me i have ever me'd before

& so the journey begins

my inner child embarks on the journey of re discovery